Jennifer Lopez Finally Addresses ‘Hard’ Divorce From Ben Affleck

After months of intentionally not speaking about her divorce from Ben Affleck, singer Jennifer Lopez is lastly sharing how she feels about their cut up.

For a number of months, the duo was rumored to have hit a tough patch of their marriage, culminating in her submitting for divorce from the “Accountant” actor in August.

She has now shared in a brand new interview that ending her marriage to Affleck was “f–ing laborious’ and that the sensation that got here with the separation was “lonely,” “unfamiliar,” and “scary.”

Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck are nonetheless finalizing their divorce and have been assembly with divorce lawyer Laura Wasser to help with the method.

In a chat with Interview Magazine,  Lopez lastly broke her silence on her cut up from Affleck.

The actress shared that the breakup was “f–ing laborious,’ confirming that her resolution to file for divorce in August wasn’t one she took with levity.

Lopez additionally revealed that her cut up from the “Argo” star has been fairly the emotional rollercoaster. Whereas she has but to course of it totally, she has discovered some deep classes about herself.

“It feels lonely, unfamiliar, scary. It feels unhappy. It feels determined,” the singer instructed the publication.

She added, “However once you sit in these emotions and go, ‘This stuff should not going to kill me, it is like really, I’m able to pleasure and happiness all on my own. Being in a relationship does not outline me. I can not be on the lookout for happiness in different folks. I’ve to have happiness inside myself.”

Elsewhere within the interview, Lopez was requested if she regretted making the transfer to finish her marriage.

In response to the query, the actress famous that she has no regrets, “not [for] one second,” and admitted that though she nearly did not survive the aftermath of her resolution, she knew it was what she wanted.

Lopez remarked, “I feel to myself, ‘F-ck, that’s precisely what I wanted. Thanks, god. I am sorry it took me so lengthy. I am sorry that you simply had to do that to me so many instances. I ought to have discovered it two or 3 times in the past. I get it. You needed to hit me actually laborious over the top with a f-cking sledgehammer. You dropped the home on me. Do not should do it once more.'”

Regardless of admitting that splitting from Affleck was the appropriate resolution, Lopez went on to say that she nonetheless hadn’t had every thing “found out” about herself.

Nonetheless, she is trying ahead to her new chapter with pleasure and doesn’t intend to leap again into the relationship pool anytime quickly.

The “Maid In Manhattan” actress famous, “Now I am excited, once you say you are simply going to be by yourself. Sure, I am not on the lookout for anyone, as a result of every thing that I’ve accomplished over the previous 25, 30 years, being in these totally different difficult conditions, what can I f-cking do when it is simply me flying alone.”

But when she does discover love once more, the actress now understands that the connection have to be one the place her companion helps her to be her genuine self.

She famous, “Anyone who actually loves you’ll enable you to heal these components of your self. That is what I’ve discovered about love, that it’s a safe factor. You make me really feel secure, and once I fall wanting the glory, you perceive me and also you assist me to develop to be higher, as a result of you could have your boundaries and I’ve my boundaries.”

Relatively than choosing a protracted court docket battle, Lopez and Affleck have been engaged on finalizing their divorce by way of mediation.

The duo has been noticed assembly with “disso queen” Laura Wasser, main many to consider that the lawyer will assist them within the course of.

This contains figuring out who will get what with regard to the properties they gathered in the course of the course of their marriage.

In the meantime, the previous couple has remained amicable regardless of their separation, having been seen hanging out with their kids from their earlier marriages on quite a few events.

Lopez is seemingly embracing a contemporary begin in additional methods than one following her resolution to divorce Affleck.

In accordance with TMZ, sources declare the singer has set her sights on a lavish new abode and is seeking to purchase the famed Azria Property within the luxe Los Angeles neighborhood of Holmby Hills.

A supply stated she is “near hanging a deal” on buying the 30,000 sq. foot property, which has an inventory value of $55 million, however that she’s providing between $30 million and $39 million for the property.

Lopez’s curiosity within the property appears very excessive, because the insider stated she had toured the grounds a number of instances over the previous few weeks.