Kendra Wilkinson Ends ‘Relationship With Real Estate’ For Mental Health

The “Kendra Sells Hollywood” star lately revealed that she’s stepping away from her profession so she will be able to put her focus elsewhere.

The 38-year-old actuality star is placing her actual property profession on the again burner for some time so she will be able to direct her focus to different areas in her life. The previous Playboy mannequin shared a easy photograph that claims, “Blessed” on social media to make her announcement.

“My relationship with actual property has come to an finish at this second and I am on to new initiatives,” Wilkinson shared in an Instagram caption on Tuesday morning. “I am blessed and grateful for all of the assist and mentoring I used to be given. Actual property is difficult and I’d get again into it once more down the road.”

Her caption continued by explaining that “it is a bit aggravating in my life,” so she’s specializing in her psychological well being and her youngsters, son Hank IV, 14, and daughter Alijah, 9, together with her ex-husband, former NFL huge receiver Hank Baskett.

Wilkinson starred in “Kendra Sells Hollywood” on MAX for 2 seasons, the place viewers watched her attempt to make a reputation for herself on the planet of luxurious Los Angeles actual property working together with her fellow brokers at Douglas Elliman.

The fact star confirmed in January that the sequence was not renewed for a 3rd season.

Wilkinson lately revealed that she had a serious panic assault final September and thought she was going to die.

“I used to be in a state of panic. I did not know what was happening in my head and my physique or why I used to be crying,” she informed PEOPLE. “I had hit all-time low.”

Wilkinson defined that she was “dying of melancholy” and felt like she was “hitting the tip of my life.”

Whereas it has been 20 years since she was one in all Hugh Hefner’s girlfriends on the truth present “Ladies Subsequent Door,” it is solely lately that she started to work via the injury that was carried out to her life throughout her time within the Playboy world.

Speaking about her psychological well being, she introduced up the injury that dwelling within the Playboy world did to her.

“It is not straightforward to look again at my 20s. I’ve needed to face my demons,” she stated. “Playboy actually messed my complete life up.”

After being hospitalized for her melancholy and nervousness, Wilkinson started outpatient remedy 3 times per week at UCLA, the place professionals helped her heal unresolved trauma from her time dwelling in Hefner’s mansion, in addition to her divorce from Baskett.

“It was the bottom place I’ve ever been in my life. I felt like I had no future. I could not see in entrance of my melancholy,” Wilkinson stated. “I used to be giving up and I could not discover the sunshine. I had no hope.”

Wilkinson labored to maneuver on from her previous and heal so she may very well be a completely current mother to her youngsters. Being estranged from household and plenty of buddies, she felt like she could not belief folks after her divorce.

“It was so scary for me to undergo. I wasn’t specializing in myself or my psychological well being,” she stated. “Right here I used to be a single mother and I have been alone for years now. Nevertheless it’s additionally straightforward to really feel just like the world is caving in on you. I used to be making an attempt to struggle it alone. I used to be making an attempt to treatment it alone and you’ll’t try this.”

Feeling like she wasn’t “robust sufficient to outlive,” she used to assume, “God, take me.”

“To simply accept treatment was the toughest factor to do,” she stated. “It meant I needed to settle for that I’ve some psychological sickness, and I did not wish to have to do this.”

The reality star‘s powerful days started when she was simply a youngster. She was on medication on the age of 15 and fought different demons as nicely. At 18, she moved into the Playboy mansion and started her high-profile profession.

“I actually bought into deep remorse [afterward]. I struggled with melancholy earlier than and on the mansion,” she defined. “I drank lots. I used to be there for the partying, okay, let’s simply be actual. I used to be not there for Hugh Hefner to be my boyfriend.”

Dwelling that life within the mansion introduced Wilkinson to self-sabotage and poor vanity. Digging deep into her previous meant pushing herself to heal from all of it. And now, she makes use of the teachings of her previous to assist her increase her youngsters.

“I see loopholes in my life that I am making an attempt to appropriate now so my daughter does not must expertise what I did at a younger age,” she stated.

“As a mother, I look again at what occurred to the place I felt like I needed to date an older man on the age of 18. What introduced me to that time? These are the issues I am making an attempt to appropriate in my parenting for my daughter.”